Shadz- I completely understand how scared you must be! I think for me the waiting was the hardest part. I wanted some closure either way...if the pregnancy was lost I wanted to recover and try again and if I were pregnant I wanted to move forward. This site is the first place I found when I started "googleing" different things. It really is what made me be so persistent on making sure, doing tests, and getting second opinions. I didn't have much hope, but i did feel like there was a reason that I was not at ALL satisfied with the answers I was being given. Keep reading the stories...there are some incredible things on this site.
I hope everything works out perfectly for you!! I will be praying for you and your little one.
Keep us posted!