Thanks Lil. I really appreciate being able to bounce my thoughts off people who completely understand the upset. I often think we have too much information these days in terms of technology to investigate things. Although it can be helpful, it can certainly be a setback as well. My mother never went through this. She got pregnant and expected a baby 9 months later and that was that!
I would expect as I go through this that for anyone who has been given the potential of this sort if diagnosis, one of the hardest things to fathom is not knowing if we are pregnant or not... am I going through the motions? Am I kidding myself that there is a voice within me saying, "Hang on , I'm here!"
That is the thing about pregnancy, there are only so many ways a baby can communicate at this point.. by making you sick, achy and tired or simply by resigning to your own intuition.. for now, I'm gonna have to rely on those.
I will keep you posted and once again, thank you. It means the world to me right now.