Went in today for my second u/s,It was a very long and depressing 2 weeks waiting to find out if we were going to be going through another D/C or if this was going to be ectopic.My last u/s at 5w 5d showed no fetal pole no hrtbt.Not only that but when I spoke to my OB she told me that on the u/s report they stated Possible ectopic. And after haveing a m/c 8 months ago that was the last thing in the world I wanted to hear!But today was different,as I layed there on the table I could at first only see the sack and for a moment it looked empty....I started to well with tears as I looked away.Then the u/s tech said I'm going to get some pictures for you to take home.....What? Pictures of What? She said "Of you'r little Peanut,look! [I dont think she realized that I had looked away] There's the hrtbt
!!!!!I began crying ,There it was plain as day beating away.I was in shock and disbelief!And so overwhelmed with joy it was a true blessing
I got dressed as quickly as I could and walked out to the waiting area where my fiance was waiting ,at first glance he could see that I had been crying,he jumped to his feet as I handed him our Babys first pictures and said "It was the most beautiful heartbeat I've ever seen!
It was a very emotional day for both of us!But every tear was tears of joy !We know we arent out of the woods quite yet,I am still only 7 weeks along but just when I was ready to give up all hope,This beautiful baby gave me all the hope in the world!I pray that Jesus continues to hold us tight.
5 weeks and scared.