Anxious and tired of it!!

Anxious and tired of it!!

Postby CINC » Tue Feb 14, 2006 12:13 am

Hey ladies, I have started this post a hundred times and then cancelled it because I am not sure what to say or how to say it but I feel like I could really use some support from you guys so I am going to try to get this out.

I posted before about my hcg levles not doubling, then we saw the heartbeat but then my doc called and told me the yolk sac is irregular and this could mean anything yada yada yada. Now, I have no complaints about my doc because she has been great overall but this waiting is killing me. I'm not sure how to do it. I have an awful feeling that something is wrong with the baby and I just don't know it yet. My doc wants me to have another u/s then come in for an appointment but I have to wait another week or two before I do. One of the problems I am running into is that my OB is also my family doc and she doesn't do u/s in her office so I have to go to Radiology to have it done then have it read by the radiologist who then sends the report to my doc. It would be so much easier if my doc did the scan herself. I like her but I'm wondering if I shouldn't find someone else who can give me some answers a bit sooner. Am I just being impatient?

I am a Christian and I believe in God's will and I am not trying to get around whatever He has in store for me but I am not sure how to WAIT WAIT WAIT. Some days (like today) I am barely functional and other days I have total peace. It's so weird.

SO- I guess I'm wondering what you ladies think I should do, find another doc, be patient, quit whining, or what!! I just wanted to vent a little so thanks for reading this rambling post :)
Nicole
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Do not be so hard on yourself

Postby DLady » Tue Feb 14, 2006 8:17 am

My pastor called me on Sunday to offer his prayers and condolances aboutthe imending miscarriage of our baby.

One of the first things he told me is to not be hard on myself and to understand that all of my emotions that I am going through are okay and natural.

You can get angry, frustrated .. whatever

This is a tough time

Understand that God can handle whatever emotion that you have or throw at thim.

I will keep you my :H that everything will turn out the way that you desire.

I will also :H that you find some peace in your difflcult time
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Postby 4evamyangel » Tue Feb 14, 2006 9:13 am

Hi Nicole,
I also just wanted to extend my prayers :H your way. I believe everything you're going through is perfectly normal. This anxiety and waiting is the hardest part. I do believe you should listen to your heart and if you think finding another doc (who has the technology in his office) would ease your mind, it might be something to look into.

Whine all you want, vent away, that's what we're here for! :(O E> :(O
Sending you loads of patience dust, God sure knows I need it too. We'll get through this waiting period together! Hang in there!

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Postby CINC » Tue Feb 14, 2006 5:23 pm

Thanks guys... I think venting was just what I needed to do. I have a call in to my doc to find out what I should do next. i will keep you all posted.

D- I am so sorry about your miscarriage. I hope you are doing OK. Take care
Nicole
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Postby CINC » Tue Feb 14, 2006 9:45 pm

Update- my doctor just called and she definitely wants me to have an u/s before my appointment with her on the 21st. Someone is supposed to call me tomorrow to tell me when I can have the scan. Hopefully they can fit me in before the 21st so I don't have to reschedule the appointment. I still feel pg so I am hoping that is a good sign.
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Postby DebiJ » Wed Feb 15, 2006 12:44 am

Hoping and praying for good news at your ultrasound. :H :H :H :H :H
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Postby Mom In Waiting » Wed Feb 15, 2006 9:59 am

:H :H :H Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, too! Cyndi E>
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